28 May 2010

my 11 days holiday...^^

my 11 days holiday going 2 end soon... as previous post mentioned... 1st of june i wil b the trainee of the gardens hotel... another 3 days holidays leave... sad...

1st and 2nd day of my holiday... i had spent wif my 0523 frenz... wao... v went green box to hav a sing k section wif quite a big group of people... tat could b a farewel and jesselyn's burfday celebration... it was so fun n crazy day for us... u know... tat was da 1st time i bring in outside food (Mcd) into the room... haha... there is a rules of nt allowed outside food... hehe... do u ever try... eat spicy chicken mcdeluxe under a very dark enviroment... u couldnt even c da burger... haha... must hav a try ya... ^^

after tat... v went for louisiana da fav of our class to hav our dinner... wel... thr r 9 of us... could u imagine how hard 2 chit chat arround wif a long table... but... hav fun also... da baked rice is really nice for me... ^^ the next day... v hav plan 2 hav a 'jungle trekking/mountain climbing' @ Broga Hill, semenyih... v hav 2 depart on 4am... but v chit chat until late night... talk a lot even how tried is it... about 130am i fall asleep d... darren jocelyn n gin continue their topic until 330am... unfortunately... da whether of the day is nt good... u couldnt c da sun rise... v only found out da cold wind and rain... da view is stil nice... if u never been to... must try... if da place i can walk till da top... u can do it also... ^^

3rd day... i spent it on 铁马寻桥... yeah... i complete da drama on that day... ^^

4th day...nite went for yam cha section wif ying, eunice, kh, hwai yee n panda... wel.. do u know... tat is da 1st day my dad allowed me wen for yam cha wif frenz... wao... how nice is it...

5th day... i only had a lunch wif stupid darren lee... 1st time i try n i know how domino's pizza taste... erm... nt tat nice... but nice try too... ^^

6th day... i went out wif ying, eunice n kh to sunway pyramid... a lunch wif them @ full hse... da 1st time i try sunway branch geh full hse... nth much different compare to kl branch... food is stil da same... da only different is... sunway branch selling more accessories and shirt... n da area is much bigger than kl branch... tats is... but crazy wif ying n eunice... haha... a nice day for me...

7th day... went to pavillion... da aim is to try how nice da seat is(GSC)... me n stupid darren went thr to enjoy da movie i waiting for so long- Prince of Persia... so bad... b4 tat... v argue n quarrel... in da begining of the movie... really no mood on it... but luckily... da movie is nice... otherwise... wil b more bad mood on the day... erm... da seat of pavillion GSC is really much confortable and size bigger... u jux need 2 pay RM1 higher den normal price u found in other branches of GSC... means... student price should b RM7, u hav 2 pay RM8 in pavillion branch... it is worth for me...

8th day... which is today... erm... nth much... but i help my mom in wrapping 'rice dumpling'(粽子)... one yrs once... must hav a try ma... tis yrs record is much better than previous... last year, i wrapped about 10'pcs' but the is 6 'pcs' 'opened'... so sad... only 4 'pcs' can eat... but tis yrs... i wrap 10'pcs' also... but thr is only 2'pcs' 'opened'... yeah... next yrs... i wil make 20'pcs' but all would wrap in nice n properway... hehe... gambateh...^^

p/s: what i should do in the next day... n i feel very tried in tis 2 days... duno y... i sleep for more tham 10 hrs 2day...

28/5/2010

莫名其妙的又想起你了... 很想发短讯给你... 但我又怕你会不回我然后自己又想太多有烦你了... 很怕有一天你不嫌我烦了... 那我们就再也不是朋友了... 很害怕会这样... 很努力的跟自己说不要找你... 我做到了... 但只要听到一些歌... 看到一些link关于你的事情... 就会想起你了... 每一天每一天都会有一些可以让我想到你的事情... 但我并不觉得痛苦... 心... 还会有些暖暖的甜甜的... 嘴角也会莫名其妙的上扬... 还是那句... 爱你... 我并没有我不配... 好感吗... 就多得很... ^^


现在上facebook唯一要做的事情就是玩'开心宝贝'... 你知道吗?! 我玩'开心宝贝'是因为你叻... 因为你的一句话... 我努力地在玩... 还记得在愚人节那天你说过的故事吗?! 你说... 上天原来也会和凡人玩... 在愚人节那天... 天气很好... 突然间有个乌云挡着太阳了... 好像要下雨似的... 然后下了小小的雨让大家心情都down了... 在那时候好天气突然间回来了... 雨也停了.... 我问你... 你怎么发现这个的... 你说这是'开心宝贝'告诉你的... 当时我纯粹以为你开玩笑... 不久之后我发现... 真的有'开心宝贝'这个游戏... 而你也常玩... 那时的我根本不知道'开心宝贝'有几好玩... 但我告诉自己... 我要努力地玩... 为了和你有共同的话题.... 然后又傻傻的在运动场和你比赛... 很傻吧?! 但现在... 我真的爱上这个游戏了...


你知道吗?! 我发现了一样事情... 你很爱看天空... 对吗?! 天上的星星有几漂亮... 几闪耀你都懂... 很爱看夜景吗?! 还是你寂寞了?! 最近看了一篇文章... 它说: 人... 看天空不是在找什么... 只是人寂寞了... 或则... 人只是想找一个安宁的地方让自己休息休息... 所以才会看着天... 你是这样吗?! 以前的不明白... 为什么人总爱看着天... 不久后就会笑呢?! 看完那篇文章... 我想我懂了... 在penang的海边那晚... 我在想... 等我去了pangkor你会不会来找我陪我一起看海边的夜晚... 我想... 你应该会有很多心事想告诉我吧... 家事烦事都好... 我知道你没有喜欢我... 所以没在感情那方面想很多了... 只觉得... 我们可以成为很要好的朋友... 不是吗?! 哥... 我又想起你了... ^^

20 May 2010

20/5/2010

昨天去了The Gardens Hotel and Residents面试... 前天的傍晚6时多才收到Ms Beh的电话... 冲冲忙忙的去买衣服... 收拾要带去的resume和文凭... 还要找些那酒店的基本资料... 紧张到~ 当时收到消息其实我并不开心... 因为对那酒店并没有兴趣... 感觉上... 我只对resort有兴趣而已... resort可以称为主题酒店... 有比较多的facilities... 那些住客都比较不fussy... 因为去resort的顾客都比较是要relax的, 所以比较不计较那么多... 但hotel的客人还要是5星级的... 根本就只会是有钱人去的而已... 他们就是fussy又demanding的客人... 要求多多... 但付了那么多其实有点要求也合理啦... (矛盾-ing) 但钱不是我们赚啊... 干嘛对我们要求这么多啦... 我要想办法爱上你才行啦... 否则6个月将会很难过叻... 我会爱上你的... ^^

明天就是最后一天去学校了... 真的是最后一天可以见到我的朋友我的同学了... 很不舍得... 班上的31把脸孔我都会努力的记着... 希望将来的gathering大家都会抽空出来... 两年来谢谢你们成为我的同学我的朋友... 如果这两年我做错了什么有什么得罪的地方... 对不起... 是我做得不够好... 是我的任性造成的... 对不起... 这两年我成长了不少... 也学会了很多... 这两年是我人生过得最灿烂最有意义的两年... 真得很感激你们... 很想亲口对每个人说... 但... 应该没什么可能吧... 我爱你们... 我会永远记得你们的... 0523永远都是最棒的...

14 May 2010

坏消息

今天收到了一个超不希望收到的消息... ms beh说outstation都full了... 除了penang... 但是那里什么都没包... 那和在这里有什么分别啊... 我不想叻... 在这里真的很不方便咯... 还要搭巴士叻... 这是最讨厌的咯... 然后常常要塞车... 整个人真的很累咯... 其实我真的很不喜欢kl的塞车和外劳咯... 令人觉得人心惶惶... 整天都要提心吊胆的... 在巴士想小睡一下又不能... 走在街上又怕被抢... walaoeh... 真的很不喜欢这样的生活... 在外... 当然... 也是危险的... 但总比这里好吧?! 只能说就是不甘心咯... 都plan好了的... 准备就绪了... 还没interview就disqualify了... 你会甘心吗?! 我不会咯... 希望会再得到ms beh的好消息咯... 我真的很想出去闯闯咯... 我不想再被绑着了啦...

10 May 2010

两年

明天就是我最后一天去学校上课了... 现在的我没有很伤感没有不舍... 毕竟还没分开嘛... 只是今天看了我们这一班两年来的走过的路, 拍过的照片, 去过的地方... 原来我的这两年活得这么精彩这么愉快... 来这间学校最赚的就是认识到这班朋友... 我们一起学习, 一起旅行, 一起开玩笑, 一起废, 一起吃bayu?! 这样就两年了... 两年来... 大家都有在改变... 无论是样貌, 穿着, 体重, 或者我们之间的友谊... 真得增进了不少... *开心* 今天的video把我们的一些遗忘的记忆都找回来了... 真的很开心... 很开心认识你们... 很开心跟你们可以成为不单单只是同学或普通朋友... 而是可以交心真诚对待的朋友... 对我而言... 这真的很棒... 爱你们哦...^^

03 May 2010

匿名的好友

独送昏暗 不离的风 回忆里被爱
那股悸动 天色好红 温柔好浓
在胸口浮现你的脸容
一起活在这城市迷宫
提起你名字 心还跳动 却没重逢
只有想碰却又不敢碰的那种悸动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执著依然执著
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果 都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔

当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱那股激动
天色好红温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的脸容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么 让彼此选择 又不仅是尊重

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执著依然执著
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果 都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久

28 April 2010

给妈妈和雄的话

陆续的... 这个家就快有两个人要离开了... 我和弟弟都要因为学习而离开了... 我的决定到底是自私的还是应该的呢?! 家里最令我担心牵挂的... 就是妈妈... 他是个笨女人... 不会自己去找节目的女人... 有空就这里抹那里扫的... 又不爱出门... 这女人真笨.... 傻傻的自己待在家... 然后想东想西的... 这很笨neh... 笨蛋笨蛋笨蛋... 所以啊... 你看我哪里放心离开啊... 妈妈妈妈... 我们都长大了啦... 不要再担心我们啦... 你自己找点事干好不好...心疼死我了... 爸爸和姐姐都不用我操心... 因为他们会自个儿找节目... 弟弟?! 这个中看不中用的男'孩'... 也是时候独立独立了... 该长大咯我的弟弟...

雄?! 他会照顾自己的... 这方面我不担心... 只是担心他的臭脾气累事而已... 这男人... 难教了... 讲又不听... 忍字不懂得写... 面子大过天... 别人说他错,因为面子而不要好好的学... 男人啊男人... 低下头学习是你出来做trainee第一样要学习的东西... 态度就是一切... 我都教了3年啦宝贝... 这最令我担心了... 让你碰碰钉子也好... 不跌倒你怎么知道痛呢... 我很坏吧?! 你也该长大咯...

26 April 2010

farewell + penang trip

again... long time nvr create a new post d... hehe... is time 2 update bout my present life lo...

*19th of april... farewel party for our batch 0523...

how fast... i been study @ reliance for 2 yrs d... n im going 2 leave my college very soon... 20th may is da last day stay @ reliance college... then will go for industrial training... which means i hav 2 saparate wil my col frenz d... sad... back 2 da topic... yea... da farewel party hell @ PJ Hilton... v decided 2 invite all da lecturer thr... but at the end only 7 of them coming... well... hornestly speaking... da food is nt nice... n nt really hav various type of cuisine... most of 'them' are malaysia food... so nth special bout da food... normally ppl cry in da farewel party... but how sad... no ppl crying... haha... all of us bz in capturing photo... darren's camara is da 'main' camara of day... do u know, da 'main' camara take photo until battery low... can u imagine how many photo we hav capturing? about 200 pcs photo in da camara... nt count in others camara yet... wao... its a tried day for us... keep smiling n posing... but its worth... ^^
*23rd ~ 25th april 2010... penang 3d2n trip...

yeah... i jux came back from panang ytd... is fun 2 hav time 2gth wif u guys... love it... ^^

in tis trip v went to : gurney drive, gurney plaza, batu ferringhi's pasar malam n beach, kek lok si, watchaiya, snake temple, queensbay mall & pulau tikus...

i try asam laksa, 'lo mi'( its hokien word, which can't found in kl & perak), cendol, 炸鸡皮, 'si liang tang'(like a conbination of 雪耳&六味糖水n thr is jelly inside), dimsum, western food, prawn mee... penang food is yummy n tasty, especially the 'lo mi'... y i didnt da bao go back kl... really nice with good taste...

so badly, in tis trip i miss few things very important... 1st: i should choose jess' car... they are more fun N talkactive compare 2 jo's car... 2nd: i should take more single photo and photo wif all my frenz... really nt enuf lo... 3rd: i should go into da snake temple... they said da show is nice n funny... yea... again i do miss it... cause i tot only go in to take a look different type of snake only... yor... how sad... miss a lots of thing which will b memorable...

luckily da 2nd day i decided 2 follow sabrina go out @ nite... yeah... good feel... yam cha yam cha... den go 2 da beach side 2 enjoy da 'relax feel' @ thr... lay on da sand, listening 2 da wave, feeling da wind blow, look @ the black sky wif a lots of star n bright moon... really wish 2 stay thr until the sunrise... but... v alr tried... so no choice... v hav 2 leave da beach... i miss u... ^^
here... i really wan 2 say tat... i really love u guys and thx for giving me good memory in college life... happy 2 b frenz wif u guys n keep in touch after gratuade ya... i wil always rmb all da memory in tis 2 yrs... frenz 4eva... muackss... ^^