i hate tis b'day...
destroy by others...
not only u(lee jo hoong) n also others ppl...
on another hand...
thx to those who wish me...
so sorry...
tis b'day i really nt happy...
sorry to those who wish me...
i broke u guys wish...
n 15cents to sms me... sorry...
b'day scolded by others??
b'day hav to c others ppl face??
b'day hav to attend those suck n meaningless class??
b'day hav to b quiet??
b'day also hav 2 stay home??

i jux wan a happy burfday...
jux tat simple n easy...
y cant?!

24hrs got 8 hrs is for sleep...
den only leave 16 hrs...
16hrs got 2 hrs is for preparetion to go out...
den only leave 14hrs...
14hrs got 4hrs is for meal & stay 2gather wif family...
den only leave 10hrs...
10hrs got 2 hrs is for move from a place to another place...
den only leave 8hrs...
8hrs got 6hrs is for attend da class...
den only leave 2hrs...
1hrs for chit-chat wif my frenz...
den only leave another 1 hrs for u...
is it so hard for 2 u tahan me in tat 1 hrs?!

dun scold me
dun make me angry
dun do those stupid things
dun show me da stupid face
is tat so hard??
is me so hard 2 layan?!

den da easy way is...
jux leave me alone...
dun talk dun joke dun peduli me...
jux tat easy...
den 1 hrs wil gone...
i hate u broke my b'day mood...

to my stupid dad n bro...
i jux hav 2 hrs to stay wif both of u...
couldnt u guys jux let me do watever i wan??
do wat also hav 2 under both of ur permission??
cant talk wif me softly??
i born wif my ear...
i can listen well... u know?!
i hate tis b'day!!! i totally nt happy...
except da 28th mid nite part...

ya... again... all tat is my problem... yea i know...
i should date my frenz out 2 hav a sing k o yam cha section...
so tat wont kacau n no need face 3 of u...
i nt need 2 stay home...

finally i hav 2 blame da 1 who make me always stay home again...
so sorry 2 blame u... but in my mind...
tis caused by u... i hav control myself since 5yrs ago...
i sweared i cant b like u... i dun 1 2 b like u...
i try so hard 2 control n lie myself...
until i believe tat i didnt like 2 go out wif frenz...
i didnt like to shopping... i didnt like 2 b like a simple gal...
but i'm wrong...

do u know how much i like 2 shopping??
do u know how much i like 2 b a lala??
do u know how much i hope 2 b a simple gal??
do u know how much u hav affected me??
do u know how many times i cried??
do u know how many times i tel myself nt to hate u but try 2 love u??
do u know all these??
do u know HOW MUCH I HATE U??

u take away all my things
u had taken away my 5 yrs time
u had taken away my freedom
u had taken away my happy
u had taken away my confidence
u had taken away all my chances to b a special edition chong kah sin

i hate my life...
i hate all u guys...
i hate myself...
i hate da world...
i hate all da stupid stuff...
i dun 1 2 cry in my b'day... u know!!!!

yan